When you think about yourself 5,10, 15 years down the road, do you know what you want your life to be like? 

  I can't say that I do. True enough, I want to be married and have a family. I want to be living my life for God. I want to be happy. But as far as other things? I don't know. 

  I don't know if I want to live in the area I've always lived, if I was to live in the Philippines, or if I want to live somewhere completely different. 

  I don't know if I want to have a college degree and be working, have a college degree but be a SAHM, etc. (though I will likely start taking some classes next fall.)

  I don't really know what I want from life. I long for travel, but the idea of living far away from my family is hard to swallow. 

  I have dreams. At least I thought I did. Do I not, just because there's so much that I don't know. 

  Part of me thinks "well much of this depends on what my husband wants in life." Which is true, but I could still be single in 15 years. I can't and won't press pause on my life until a man comes along. 

  What is my dream for the right now? Something I need to think about, I suppose. 



Life Lately

  It's been awhile since I've posted, so I figured it was time for an update!

  The day after Labor Day, I started work at a local hospital. I'm working in EVS (Environmental Systems) which is housekeeping. I've been trained to work all over the hospital, but my area is Labor and Delivery. I am really enjoying it.

  I'm still living at my parent's ranch, but that will be changing soon. I love my parents and all, but I'm very ready to be out of their home.

  I'm in a good place, emotionally and spiritually. I've just recently had a few revealations/ breakthroughs. I won't go into it right now, I'm just thankful for the grace of God and the amazing people He's placed in my life.